Why we do what we do

I suppose the title of this needs explaining. Well why do we do what we do? Meaning, why do we lie, cheat, love, lust, everything under the sun that compells us to do the things we do. Now instead of repeating the words ' Why we do what we do' i'm going to narrow it down so it's not so repetative to #WWDWWD if that makes sense?


To start off with: Telling blatant L I E S.


Well this can mean many of things. But to make it more simple. Why do we lie? I don't think theres any explaination of #WWDWWD that can come into this but when we think of lies, we often come to conclusion of that person is not TRUSTworthy. Not true! Some people lie because it's the only way of not telling the truth, as telling the truth is easy. Now i'm not saying that lies are much appreciated, but take for example you needed to lie because the truth would hurt not only the person your telling it too, but yourself aswell. Then theres a thought of, why not tell the truth so you both can be uplifted of the lie. Well yes sometimes that is better, but no-one can say a lie isn't worth telling. Truth and Lies can mean so much that both can be easier or harder to portray. But when it comes down to it, lieing is the easest way to get yourself out of the trouble that you are in. But telling the truth may reveal some terrible things, but once out in the open it's much easier to live with the truth than to live with a lie.


To make this un-gloomy, i'll second this off with: Why do we love?


Now i've wrote about love many times in my blog, either some bad or good. But either way Love is a word i prefer to use less often as i possibly can. Because Love can either make or break someones life, but there is a road to Love where at the end there is what some people call ' the light in love'. So theres me thinking could it actually be a word that can mean nothing and everything. People can Love for all types of reasons, just for the plain reason of loving someone because your heart overpowers your mind, or a reason of loving for money ect.. But Love can entitle a rollercoaster of rides. Yes i know very petty. And yes, i think to a certain extent i can love and i do love. But when can you tell that what you know and feel is actually LOVE? Well you don't.. because throughout your life, i'm sure of this, that you will love, you will get your heart broken multipul times, until you find the 'one'. And i'm totally sure that 'the one' may have come and gone in your life. But even if you spend 25 years living together, having kids and all the rest. Love can deteriorate just with a blink of an eye. So does that mean the 'end'? NO! ofcourse it doesn't! there's plently more time for you to fall in love, just don't think that the 'end' is the end, because there are bigger and better things in life to fall for, like PIGS! ha.


Going off topic seems to be my key inspiration in these blogs, but as i have said before, and i will over and over AND OVER again! Topics can spiral into many other things.


This blog is very long winded, and i'm not sure if you have read it all but if your reading this, THANK YOU! I love sharing things on here, and one day when i'm much MUCH older i will read these probably thinking ' WHAT IS THIS? but i will know that one day i felt like writing about all these things, and come to understand what a hectic life i had when i was in my teens, and what i went through and what i felt!


Once again thank you for reading. And i'm sure i will be posting more blogs when i have much more time to concentrate on my feelings. But that's difficult as i have so many. And i could literally write all day, time would past by and i wouldn't even think of it. Just like now..


Peacekeys <3 (p/s my next blog won't be so long!)

Choose Right or Wrong?

Well for a while i've wondered what ever can make you happy in life, normally finds a way to let you down, or destory tiny bits of yourself that you once loved or thought you loved. How can you ever tell that something in your life can be the most wonderful thing, with days, weeks, months or many years can turn your life around in one click. 

Well we never really know what will happen in our life, either we choose to love someone, or find a job worth taking all the hassel to get, but to finally think this isn't for me. I've seen many rainbows in my life, but never actually found the pot of gold, you know? that one thing that can make you truely happy, no matter how rubbish your life may seem. Is there even such a thing? Something that can make you happy without a doubt in your mind that one day it could let you down? 

I don't think there is, many people have been truely happy for plently of years, how do you think your old grand parents are still together? I always wonder what was so special for them, to have spent many happy years together, with a couple rocks thrown way out to sea but always to be washed back in for you to eventually forget why it was thrown out? 

I guess we'll never know the true secrets of being happy, but we make ourself fools and do many silly things untill we settle down. But the real question is, how will we know when something that feels so right, can actually be the most stupidest thing you will do in your life? I guess this means, having a rope and a chair near by will one day be the death of you! Not to sound to extreme, but it's true, i think everyone has their moment's of wanting to escape everything and just be alone. 

But maybe because you're not letting any one in to help? maybe you've had so much help that nothing could be solved, but then again, everything can be solved if you choose right and don't let the wrong things choose you.