I want to be able to come here and not be forced into wiritng something about me or my life, yet everytime I have something to say about either of the two, then I drift away into many things which is actually wrong, well not this time.
For the first time in a while, I've actually started enjoying doing things, maybe it's because I've 'seen the light' and moved on from everything, but then again I still have moments where I think my life could be much more better, or much more worse for that matter. I feel renewed and as I'm concerntrating on my College work and my future more than rather looking back into my past. I think thats whats been stopping me, always looking into my past for answers, which has stopped me from getting on with my future. Well now I feel like this I reckon, I could spiral into a new beginning.
After all thats happened, I finally think about what could happen and what is happening. Concerntrating on much more important stuff rather than dwelling on things that are going wrong, but focusing on the moments that go right (for a change). And i think it's because I'm acutally enjoying doing things rather than doing what I used to do, and concerntrating on myself ( even though that may seem selfish) but I've always concerntrated on the other person rather than me. Selfish isn't a bad thing sometimes, It's good to have a little self control over yourself, rather than everyone else.
Yes I know I've gone into that stage again, talking about myself, but it's my blogs! ha. Anyway the moral of this is that I feel like a change is coming along, and I can't wait to feel even more happy!
Peace Keys <3
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