2014, I am sorry I haven't wrote to you sooner. Things have been kind of busy lately. Well for the most part of the year really. However I'm more than disappointed in myself. I always say in every blog that I will write more.. and every blog seems to be a couple of months apart. It seem's that I've failed on my own promises. Funny that though, because aren't all promises made because there is a risk of it being broken? Anyway getting off topic, AS USUAL!
This is my first 2014 blog. May be my last, may not be. I shall stop giving false hope and say that I'm not sure when my next blog will be after this one. Maybe then I won't be so disappointed with myself if you see another blog pop up 5 years down the line. I'm sure that wouldn't happen anyway.
I'd like to express something. Not sure whether It means anything but I will try and explain.
I'm now in my second year of university, exciting right? I mean It must be.. being able to carry something that you've worked so hard for, on your own should be exciting? Hmm, maybe.. But yes, second year! Moved into my new flat with 4 other house mates. It's not too shabby and will do for the most part of my second year. It's got 5 rooms, kitchen, bathroom, no lounge though, that sucks! However It's nice having a place that Isn't on campus.
I'm real sorry this blog seems all over the place, and that's because it is, how can I put this into words? Too many adventures have happened since we last spoke and I'm not sure that everything needs to be said. I mean past is past right? It's memories though.. some amazing memories that will stay for a life time.
As you're up to date now, I will continue the blog on real terms.
Have I ever told you that I absolutely love games? It's a real bad.. good habit of mine, of course apart from Photography, which is my hobby.. my craft.. my future.. But games! Who doesn't love them?
I'm a real nerd, I'm not the story kind of gamer, I'm the intense rush in got to finish everything before it beats me gamer.. The tank if you so wish. But if I met anyone my first conversation would go like .. "I'm Meg, and I play games" Some people don't understand games though, or gamers at all really. It's not about locking yourself away from the real world, it's about losing yourself in something you love. It's not about forgetting that real people exist and just never talking to anyone, because infact, I've talked to more people online gaming than I probably would have ever outside.
So what does that tell you? Hmm.. but some people really don't understand gamers, they see it as a waste of life.. Well yes.. maybe.. but I don't see it as that. Do what you love and you will go places. Do what you hate and where will that get you? Misjudge me all you will but gamers are the most friendliest people going, and the most maddest, but if you get struck by a mad gamer.. their real life habits tend to be pretty intensely mad too. be careful, not everyone is as kind as you think they are over the internet. But that's the internet for you, full of surprises.
So I guess that's another thing my blog has learn't about me tonight. I've never really thought of mentioning it, but it has become a big part of me now, and if people can't accept it well.. they know how to log out.. oops I mean, where the door is.
This blogs going to be cut short as It's currently 3:22am and I'm rather tired. Hey no promises this time, but keep your head up high and tell everyone you're making it!
All the love in the world,
Meg,
and as always..
Peaceskies <3
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